Friday, December 18, 2009
Someone pls tell me wat to do.... Carrying this heavy feeling to work... feeling very sick at work.... I really feel lk breaking down to cry... But i have to b strong at work here..... I really dunno why do all the bad things are all happening to this family....
This morning.... e news ive received.... is really a heart breaking news..... But im prepared that this day will come.... but i always thot there's always hope.... There's always chances.... but this time round.... God have decided to let it go.... n this is the punishment.... Dunno wat the outcome is going to be....This is torturing....
This is very depressing......
my life my world, 10:53 AM.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
A very happy news....DEDE IS BACK FRM LONDON!!!! WEEEEEeeee!!!! Soo surprise....!!! She totally gave all of us a shock at Ronald's Wedding!! hahahahaha..... finally the 6 of us.... ( me,burbur,zhemin,wendy,shirley,dede) are all 2gether again.... this time round....not any of us are absent!! hahahaha... ATTENDANCE FULL!!!! YUPIEEE!!! The wedding was a sweet one.... kekeke... the bride is sooo beautiful...seriously.... like an angel.... No joke.... hahhahaha..... Ronald is also charming.....They 2 look so compaitable! Was a fun wedding dinner for our table here.... crapping n started our nonsense.... hahahaha... I guess our laughters was the loudest uhh.... kekeke....
aFTER the dinner.... dEN plan to go some places to chill....But not with Ronald n apple.... Cuz they are back home~ sweet sweet nite for them... hahahaha... We girls...except Lu ke did nt join us... we went Ratchada again.... With yong sien... daryl.... Wendy bf.... Qi Ren... Mcvin and Yi yang....
Well.....the car ride with yong sien...mks me feel soo heart attack! lolxxx... Reached there....Open bottles for sure... playing all the 5 10 games.... omgg... n im such a loser...!!argggg!!! Qiren...yi yang n Mcvin bully me!!! damn it!!! i drink till i drop..... Vommitted like all my intestine coming out...hurhurhur...!! Dede n all also playing till soo crazy.... Ard 2-3 like tt... the place is closing...den dede wanna go Geylang there eat dim sum.... so headed down... but only dede...daryl eating... hahahahha... All of us are half dead....Den... headed home~~~
mISSED out soo many movies tt i nv watched!! haiizz..... I thot i can go watch 'Feng Yun'.....but.............. for some reason.....ppl nv reply..... nvm..... Guess next movie will b Chipmunk ?? hahahhaa...Yeah yeahhh.... finally chipmunk 2 is coming soon..... !!
Going bugis for dinner later..... with dede they all!
my life my world, 11:09 AM.
Friday, December 11, 2009
Feeling damn pissed as days goes by in this company... Getting soo sick n tired of all this Investors frm msia... and dey are all malay guys... not saying im racist or wat...but they are being sooo not nice.... i seriously dislike all their behavious...! Making me too "sick" ! Dey simply looks soo sicko la! Shit la!
Doing nth here eevryday...give me a chance... i will quit n find another job seriously... I feel im lk a maid lahh....Damn! Nothing much to tok to colleagues also... dey are soo damn boring la...tts what i can say....Dey seriously doesn't have the same topic with me.... ARggg....wat to do.... ive got to tolerate.... but the pay here is jus soo little la.... Haaiixxx.... Jus have to hang on dere...Saying for the sake of money.. yahh.. for the sake of this little money frm this company... bloody shit!
I jus totally lost my mood this 2 days.... feel very pissed with them.... I dunno why am i here... i seriously dunno....employ me here to surf net? Blahh!
Finally can get my lappy tml.... Aunty gonna pay for me first... and im gonna pay her by monthly....Need one for my own personal use in my room.... And for all my work... And not wanting to share the desktop with bro cuz we'r always arguing to use it....and he's always corrupting the comp with all the virus... n his stupid thingy in the comp!
ARHHHHHH....IM FEELING DAMN MOODLESS LAAA!!!!! ShITTY DAY!!!
SOMEONE PLS MK ME HAPPY!!!! ARGGGG!!!
my life my world, 4:28 PM.
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Well...im really damn sway la...My charger spoiled jus last nite when i got hm frm klass...wanted to charge it....ITS NOT WORKING!! N there's all kinds of funny noises frm the charger....arggg....n batt went totally flat this morning.....
Lunch time...walk to People's Park to get my charger! $14 fly away! arggg!!! im always soo sway when comes to HP thingy.....damn it!! And cant believe...i ate Qi Ji mee siam and po piah for my lunch!! ohhh mann... i jus cant stop eating.... hurhurhur...!!
Lesson yesterday was hmmm...kinda ok la...bt i was really tired to concentrate at times....do wanna fall aslp...hahahaha...bt got dismiss at 930pm...tt's cool!! hahahaha... Took train with one of my group mate,she's staying at tamp also... =) Saturday another klass again...siann...hate weekend klass! 2-5pm..! argg!!
Boring at work again..tts why im blogging...bt at least there's things for me to do today...jus finished doing it.... If everyday there's something to do...tt'll b great....cuz i wont b staring at the clock n counting down....
Coming sunday is Ronald's wedding....its been soo long ever since ive been to wedding dinner uhh i guess... hahahaha... Elf gonna come over and we'll prepare 2gether b4 we go... =D Sad...dede is in london...if not...its gonna b more fun...!
Mummy bought the tix to GENTING on chinese new yr !! YuPiieeeee~~~~ hahahaha..... Shrek gonna come along..... Its gonna b a valentine's day + chinese new yr not in spore..... Finally.... have been wanting to go genting for some time alrdy...!
Coming up......assignment to do....argggg...but thanks to the nice lecturer....he's giving us till 12 jan 2010 to submit our assignment.... ! cool..... but i guess im going to start it last min....wahahahaha.....
DINNER AT LU KE HSE TODAY WITH MIN N PIPI~~ WU HOOOOO~~~~ GONNA see AH MIN LATER!!!
my life my world, 4:55 PM.
Monday, December 07, 2009
Its been a very streeful and mentally tired week.... Feels like more n more burden to carry on.... This path is going to be soo tough so walk..... i jus feel like resting n stop walking anymore....
Tml im going to start my course in Kaplan.... i feel im nt ready yet....and i hate weekends classes.... haiixx....at tt point of time... i really feel like giving up everything...even my studies.... i jus could'nt get focus n im losing all my concentration in everything.... so many things is happening....i thot everythings gonna b fine...but...no.....it turn out worse...im kinda tired....
But i wanna really thanks my dearest frenz....being there for me when i really needed someone to tok to.... thanks alot.....u guys noe who u are.... =) Reaally thanks all for ur concerns.....
Trying to save up.... weekends did nt go anywhere..... Jus friday meet up with him and victoria they all for dinner at Heeren Jack's place....for Wu hao going in for army this coming saturday.....
After dinner den headed home with B....den went for prawning with wu hao and jason.... their hrs left over the other time.... After tt...went to mustafa.... wu hao need to buy his army things...5amplus in the morning....we headed to somewhere near there to eat the Dim Sum.... headed hm ard 6am in the morning.... freaking tired.... reached hm....straight away K.O..... slp till 2pm noon.....
Slacking my whole weekends at hm slping n eating..... save up! haiixx..... stress stress stress ahhhh!!!!! i havent even get to learn my driving lesson... and im going to have another TP on 15th jan 2010.... shit!! im in deep shit seriously!! Im damn frustrated! arggg!
my life my world, 10:15 AM.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Another day at work....damn shag today....after a long weekends....Finally a friday afternoon at hm with mummy tt day....A very lazy friday... Luckily he came..... if nt...there'll b world war 3 going on..... hahahaha.... Bought me mac breakfast..... Den mummy cooked our lunch....after eating n watching tv.... we slp..... 2plus in the noon till 6plus..... hurhurhur..... Woke up.... We had STEAK for dinner!!! mummy prepare western for us.... yuhhooo...~
Went prawn fishing with his parents n small cousins....quite a last min decision..... Ermmmm....headed hm ard 1plus.... Sooo tired....Jus sitting there watching him prawning....hurhurhur.... kinda bored ehhh.... =x Bt he seems to b very interested in prawning.... but im more interested in eating the prawns.....wahhahahaa!!!
Saturday....went to Aston to had our lunch.... Den shop ard in town....headed down to cineleisure for our movie..... NINJA ASSASIN....!!! RAINNNNNN~~~~ DAMN HOT HOT HOT~~~SEXY SEXY SEXY~~~ i almost drool when i see his half naked body.....wuu la la~~ hahahhahaa....He's damn cool la...!!! After movie.... headed hm with my shrek.... den he planned with lu ke they all to prawn fishing aagain.... lolxx!! he's addicted~~~ Sooo headed down to the place ard 12midnite.... den there it goes...wu hao....jason...jun ming they all started prawning.... Den we girls sit there n slack......N its getting bored for e others....sooo....we left early to go eat supper at Geylang there..... Well.....eat n eat n eat every weekend....supper supper supper..... Im getting fat at my tummy~~
Going for my course orientation later....ewww...kinda dun wanna go...siannn......
Will update again~~
my life my world, 9:53 AM.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
well..finally a holiday tml...n here comes my weekends...gonna slp till shiokk!! Finished work early today...left work ard 4.45..had a great boss,he's in msia,bt called bac to say we can leave early today...
reached home...wanted to tk a nap,was sooo tired...but!!!!tt han ling mum staying beside me...was yelling lk crazy!!!soooo noisy!!! arggg!!! sway arhhh!!!
I thot today is a gd day! BUT!!!! I felt sooo pissed!!! But after chatting with my fren...I feel soo much better...laugh till my tears almost cum out! haha...
hmmm...seeing baby ellenna is always e most happy thing! =D
my life my world, 10:44 PM.