Sitting down infront of my lappy...watching 'Hai Pai Tian Xin'..... went for driving lesson jus now....Errrmmmm..... seriously still feels tt i dun have enuff practice.... arggggg..... Im getting really nervous.....I really need to stay calm.... if nt.... im gonna mk things worse on friday..... shit man...!!Praying hard......

I guess im getting use to it of you nt around with me.... msging but waited for half a day for reply....I really dun like it... but ive got no choice.... or do i have a choice? haiixx.... WEnt thru this few yrs back... and here i go again... another NS bf....sometimes... u jus wish that he's there with u for dinner....or a short meet up.... After he's in this unit.... we hasn't been on the phone ffrm mon-fri..... weekends.... book out....now my Sat...half of the day...im in sch... and left with only sunday...

I really need a nite that i can enjoy myself in the club....i get soo bored of this life..... i wanna go out and haf fun....but i dun have the time..... argggg....I NEED A BREAK......

Sometimes.... i jus wanna be alone......