I guess my blog is rotting.....And im just so lazy to even on my laptop.... hurhurhur.... So many unlucky things is happening to me....MY TOE NAIL CAME OFF WHILE CLUBBING..... and some other thingy which i dunno hw to say it here..... I dunno when am i going to see my toe nail!!! and when can i go clubbing again..... with this stupid nail still attaching to my toe... bt dunno when is it going to came off.... bt i hope definetly nt a pain way to come off....

It seems like something is missing at home...when u'r ard... i dun wish u to b at home....when u are nt ard.... i find it so empty at home w/o u.... I jus hope u r doing fine there.... and hope u will change for a better.....

Baby ellenna is everyone's little sunshine at home.... I feels good playing with her...seeing her innocent and sweet smile....making noise to ask u carry her up..... And every little of her actions.... jus make me feels better when my day is bad.... And zhuzhu always waiting for me outside the toilet when im bathing.... sitting there waiitng for me while im brushing my teeth.... wherever i go.... he sits there n wait for me.... looking at the door waiting for me to come out..... waiting for me to come home..... Its sweet..Dog really is human's best companion.... Human's best fren.... its true.... Cuz they nv leave u....unless they are sick or so.... w/o choice....

I have been feeling very stress over lots of things.....i have been down.... i thot u will be someone i can rely oN......BUT....... i cant slp well... i cant eat well all this while.....I find that i have lost alot of things in my life this few yrs.....

I miss all those times chatting till middle of the nite with Yang yang they all..... I miss all those times tt we had together with dede and didi they all.... I miss all those times with all my darling together....going out.... but nw all are so busy with their own life.... tt we'r meeting lesser..... N dede is in London... and zhemin in Aust....

For u.... i gave up alot of things..... Nt trying to say im Noble.... but..... wat is all this im getting? I start to think is all this worth?

Im so tired.....